I'm resigned to the fact the balance isn't coming back but I'm working on the focus and convinced it will return.
My friend Deb kept asking me to attend a trivia night she participated in. I kept turning her down but one night I accepted, I was still in rough shape and would lean over and whisper answers that I knew. The fact I knew any was a revelation to me. I have no idea what the group thought but I was thrilled they treated me as an equal. I kept going back and started to look forward to those nights. No quarter was given and none was shown. The group or "team" was made up of current and former broadcasters and the core, Jim,Sue,Deb and Jerry were a lot of fun to be around. Oddly Scot Vertical and I worked in the same building for many years but had never met. Scott, being a part of the team, and I would talk about many things but mostly music. And thus began my participation in his web site.
My secret ambition to become an ice dancer has been derailed and I'm now a brain damaged broke guy with no balance. In another words a "catch" Right ladies?
I would like to tell you that everything is all rainbow's and unicorns but that would be nonsense, The struggle continues.
Let's see what's around the next corner.